briesoleil

Well, It has been exactly 2 years since we met and today is silent. we got in a fight and broke it off. Not sure what to do. He said goodbye in an email after apologizing for being extremely disrespectful to me. The problem is I don't trust his friends and he told me straight out his friends don't want him to date me. And my family doesn't want me to date him, so I guess that's it. That relationship is over. Not sure how Im going to handle it. A bit sad but I just need to stay busy and keep my mind of of it.

We went to the same elementary school, middle school and high school so we were Facebook friends. BUT I never knew him in school. Just in 2021 I thought I would message him and ask him out. Currently we are not friends on Facebook anymore we only text and talk and spend time with each other at each other's houses and on a rare occasion go out.

(I have him some Mardi Gras beads and I show up at his apartment between Christmas and Mardi Gras and all the beads were hanging around tied to lamps in his place. It seemed to me something a woman would do tying necklaces for girls around. During Christmas he refused to come with me to my family dinner and stayed back at my place. I have a security camera. I checked on him and it was like on a loop or something blank not working properly. When I got home at Christmas there was a weird plastic package sitting on my kitchen counter. I thought THAT'S not mine SOMEONE WAS HERE. My heart sank. He's very charismatic and always denies everything and explains everything. There is always 2 sides to the story. Then at New Year's EVE. HE SHOWED ME A MESSAGE she had sent him and he 'DELETED' it in front of me. They have known each other through 8th grade and have mutual friends. So he always invites me over to his apartment and the plans always changes from the original plan. At one point I didn't expect it but his mutual friends with this girl were there and they started talking about putting their dog to sleep. I have nightmares talking to these people. I wonder why they were there to intimidate me or reinforce that he has a relationship with the other woman. AND I know behind my back they sent me to open the door and they started whispering. I made a lot of friends abroad when I was younger and somehow knowing I have friends far away makes me happy. The only thing that makes me happy. I really want out of this relationship in this form that it is in, I know you can't change people and I love him, but sometimes I just think he is just using me MISS CANUCK SAID:How's your mental health in general? My mental health is in a super poor state. I have no friends no job, hardly see my family. My boyfriend really makes me feel special and loved and like I matter. Its the only thing that's kept me going.

Hi everyone. Thank you for reading my post. I have been with my boyfriend now for almost 2 years this spring. Things seem to be going great. I love him immensely, and things keep getting better all of the time. The thing is when I met him I messaged him on Facebook and asked if we could meet up and get to know each other better. He 'claimed' that he had just broken up with another girl 3 hours before he received my message and what a coincidence this Is and etc. etc. She still talks to him directly and through their mutual friends. Tomorrow is her birthday and out two year anniversary is coming up and I just want to get on a plane and run far far away from here. Someone I have a professional relationship with gave me a referral for a job in Perth, Australia. I live in the USA. The problem, is that I think she is his mistress. I can't handle him having a consort. Its just too much depression and he seems to always put me on a holding pattern. LIKE ITS BEEN 2 years and I LOVE HIM. but I want to run away. almost everyday. I can't take the pain of knowing he has a relationship with another woman, I don't have proof he claims he doesn't cheat but then he shows me her texts and I think she decorated his apartment and so on and so forth, this sucks. I mean is he using me??? I swear there have been times when I get the feeling that when Im not home she is over here with him. We don't live together, he has a key to my apartment. IS he using me and plans to end his life with this other woman? I looked up her name on Facebook and saw some weird things about traveling out WEST. He mentioned to me he wanted to travel west. He has also said he wants to marry me. Does he imagine a life with a wife and mistress. Are all men like this. but he denies it. He denies EVERYTHING. Does this mean I have gone completely mad? Why do I have such low self-esteem and confidence. I mean this guy is the man of my dreams. He's handsome, physically well built. Works hard. although everyone that he knows is in survival mode right now including me and my family and friends all seem more like living their best life. Im getting sucked into his group of friends. the bottom line I want to run away and hope he comes with me because his friends are creepy and I don't want him to have a mistress , but I think a full proof plan would be to run away somewhere where I would be completely content by myself. as it is though its not really safe for women to travel alone and stuff, my family is here as much as I can I feel safe here but his friends don't make me feel safe, and he makes me feel like he's hiding big secrets. Im doomed.