MiaAntonia

Just let things take a natural, uninterrupted course. Why feel anxious? You have given very little background information on yourself. Have you been into relationships before, and how many? How did they end? Are you afraid that you get involved, and the relationship fails?

You describe your boyfriend as beyond suspicion. So why doubt him? Has it ever come to your mind that there are some people out there who want to cause trouble?

This is a fairly common problem where the man wants to watch porn while doing his woman. I face this situation quite a bit in my practice. If you love him, and trust him, and interested in keeping the relationship, do not confront him. Join him, and watch with him, and comment on the woman or whatever he is watching. Try to use dirty words, describing the woman or the action you are seeing. Let his interest in porn be diverted to you, by provoking him with your encouragement and words.