Lgm

It’s been happening since we had broken up. she is 26 and I’m 28. She suffers with anxiety and depression from the neglect and abuse she has had from her parents growing up. This has made her very untrustworthy in our relationship. She has gone through old photos in my phone from 2 years before we got together of me and my ex, who was very good friend beforehand, and has said “I’m still in love with her, why haven’t I deleted them”. I have 5,000 photos in my phone with a lot of memories. She also accuses me of cheating and thinks I’m untrustworthy but has no proof or evidence to show this. She makes up scenarios where she then accuses me of being a cheat. I have never ever cheated, ever spoken to a female in a flirty way or done anything to be untrustworthy. She has told me that her mental health makes her do this and her neglect has a large part of it. But once I tell her/ use that in an argument, she said I’m abusive. I probably deliver it in a wrong way at the height of my emotions. she says I’m abusive and use her mental health agains her. We both know it’s causes problems and I’ve tried to stay with her to help her but it’s being turned around on me and I’m receiving a lot insults to my appearance, she says I’m stupid and thick and has 2 brain cells, she insults me character and it very painful to hear. she is studying psychology at degree level and is very intelligent so I doubt myself and think I am the one who is the bad person. She has made me feel like I shouldn’t be with anyone, like I’m a really nasty person, and that I should seek help for the way I treat her. I am the most loving and caring person and I feel very vulnerable because she knows I can be hurt, and she knows I care about her. I will go and seek psychological help for my well-being but I need to try to lose the attachment. sorry for the poor grammar, I haven’t slept all night, she called me off a no caller ID up to 15 times, I answered, and it was just to tel me she was with another guy (obviously to hurt me) it worked and I feel awful.

It’s got to the stage where I’ve started to question my over personality to the point where I’m thinking I’m the bad person. I hate being alone and I miss someone being around but she is doing all she can to make me mentally ill. ironically, she is studying psychology at uni…

Struggling, need advice. so, I am still in love with my ex girlfriend who has been bullying me over the course of the last month or so. It has resulted in putting me in a deep dark place with my mental health. Strangely, I do love her but she will not stop with the abuse. she has insulated my appearance, badly characterised me to the point where I feel as if I’m a bad person, worthless and I have slid into a depression. She has blocked me and unblocked me to tell me she is seeing someone else to really cause me pain and then told me it was a lie she just wanted to hurt me. I have blocked her on everything but she still manages to contact me. Besides that, I miss someone around me/being in a relationship and I love her….I feel like I can’t escape. what do I do?