Laughlin

I'm worried I might be rebounding... My ex and I broke up and I started seeing this guy at work shortly after who I was never really attracted to but had always really liked me and is super kind and sweet but not the typical guy I date and wanted to see. He likes me a lot. I think about my ex everyday still and we had a very connected albeit rocky relationship... I was talking to my ex alot still and sleeping with him when I was starting to date this new guy. I had also hooked up with my exes best friend right after we broke up and he forgave and tried to move forward, but he works a long way away and I was still hanging out with this new guy alot. I had told me ex to come and visit and we hooked up... but things got messy because I hooked up with the new guy when my ex was in town... I told my ex I hooked up with him and he finally had enough I guess, told me to tell this new guy what had been going on between the two of us... or he was going to do it himself. I had rejected this new guy once when I was starting to hook up with my exes best friend.... and then I had to tell him that I had been hooking up with my ex when we were first starting to date. I'm also the first girlfriend he has ever had. The new guy has forgiven me and we are now dating.... but I still think about my ex everyday. Mostly I am just curious... Do you guys think I'm in a rebound relationship? Has anyone ever had any good experiences with rebounds?

Year and a half. Job loss, relocation, lots of outside stressors. My mother reached out to her to wish Merry Christmas. Not a big issue they have had a fine friendly relationship. No boundaries were crossed in the interaction. Came to a halt Dec 12. Lots of feelings. Very complicated situation. Road trip is because Canada was -40, my parents have a place in Pheonix. Work is on hold until February didnt want to stay where it was cold if i cold stay wehre its warm. Mostly just something to do. Existential angst is not new to me.

Riding my motorbike to bike to Mexico today. Just wanted to say before I go that you're the most attractive girl, the most beautiful, I have ever met. Corny? Yes. But who knows, *** happens and I wanted to say it once more before, you know, something ***ty happened. If I knew a way to unlose my best friend, I'd do it. I never thought I could miss the smell of patchouli this much. I don't know how to not think about you everyday... to have lost that voice and that laugh from my life has got the rest of the world on mute. Rising motorbikes alone is also lonely. Can we be friends by summer so we can ride together? Promise I won't fall in with you again.