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Leila22

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  1. Just leave me alone ty. I used a tw to let others know what I was referring to.
  2. I emailed hopefully I'll get a reply
  3. Thank you so much! I do hope I can get a female therapist! Much love x
  4. Thank you. I'll email them as I don't feel comfortable asking in person.
  5. He is a creep to put it exact. Therapist before let me talk but he always has to have every word. I also see him checking me out too.
  6. I see a therapist yes. But there judgemental
  7. What did you even send me
  8. I don't want to take my life.. but cba anymore
  9. All I think about is when I was raped by a guy I met while I was out walking to re fresh my head from thoughts I was having. I didn't do anything, I wasn't wearing anything to cause him to rape me. I just cant get over it 😞 I feel disgusting. 😭😭😭. It's all my fault.
  10. I'm not threatening it.. I wasn't feeling suicidal lol. I just said things are tough.. *** is wrong with u..
  11. Thank you- I went to the er so I'm pleased, I'm getting the help I need so thank you everyone!
  12. My ex is and what he did is really getting to me, I know it sounds selfish but I wish I could just keep being hurt or me hurting myself non stop as I'm finding it hard and I'm really feeling ***ed up. I honestly, do not know if what he did can keep me alive, I feel so hopeless and alone and my head is full of rubbish I cannot cope I really just want a hug 😭
  13. HUGS!! Awww, thanks!! ((())))) Hugs! Ur amazing, honestly, thank you so much! Cannot thank you all enough, I feel so loved thank you!
  14. Thank you! Yes, I'm on the waiting list! Thank you! I'll take a look, thanks again!
  15. Big big hugs! I fully understand, as I am not with him but it's long story
  16. So, I keep harming myself for what my ex did and left me with, bruises scars memories of horrid times etc, but for some reason I'm punishing myself for his actions, 50 part of me says its not ur fault but the other 50 says it is your fault, so I cannot decide and I feel alone in my head waiting for me to stop but I'm gonna reach out for support. I've felt really low since he raped me, yes I know I should of got help but he took away everything, any mobile device I had to contact anyone etc so I had no one to reach out to. He'd also threaten me if I told anyone what was happening I'd be dead, but that's when I started self harming which really made me plumit down because self harm is a pain relief well for me it is but the pain still comes back which sucks but right now I'm working with police to move on from this man!! I'm feeling so much stronger since I left him and moved away so he can't find me etc and now I'm working with police for my safety!!
  17. Thank youuu! Yes, I have! I'm working with the police to get him behind bars for what he's done to me!
  18. Sorry for being a disappointment 😞
  19. I'm so messed up I cannot deal with this anymore.

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