Hi.
So I've always not had the best results with guys
So a little background info about me. I am a late bloomer. I was a chubby kid until I was 17 years old when I shed the weight. I never had much interaction with the opposite gender so I never thought I was somewhat desirable.
It didnt faze me when I was young as I was too busy doing with school and extra sport activities. It was only when I got to my 20s that I started notice guys more.
My look changed, I started to put effort on my style and even added some make up to my everyday look.
I would always get compliments from my friends (girls) on my looks but never knew if I appealed to guys. So I never knew if a guy liked me or was just being nice..
One time at my work I was on a break and I met this guy from another department. He made the point to say hello to me and ask me if I was new. We striked up a conversation and quickly got on.
I like to think I'm an observant but in each of these interaction. I was noticing a few things that made me question whether he was talking to me to be nice or was firlting.
For example, the first day he met me I noticed that he scanned my whole body and face then smile.
He started to compliment my attire, saying things " you look good today" , " I like the shirt you are wearing today". Bear in mind, I never once start complimenting him. I kept it quite professional and friendly.
I think this sign threw me off. One time he saw me from afar, he waved then he made a point to blow a kiss.
I was shocked about this since it was kinda corny and a bold gesture for a work friend.
You see in most cases, I would have mark this as creepy but I will be honest that I was attracted to him. To get this kinda of attention is not something I'm used to. So I assume the feeling was mutual. So I flirted back. I think I was quite obvious showing that I liked him.
However in the next few days. I realised things changed and he started to avoid me. He sees me and pretends to not see me. He avoids making eye contact with me.
I was so confused and thought I read him wrong. I kinda felt dejected and stupid. It was like I was that chubby kid again. Long story short, Nothing happened between us and we stop speaking.
I am not sure if my lack of experience with guys meant that I read the situation wrong. Now whenever, I speak to a guy ( I'm interested in) I cant never tell if he is being nice to me or likes me.
So I want ask- did I read the situation wrong? Was he being nice and I misread for something else?