bellagia

Yes! They have a way of making YOU feel less nervous too. And absolutely beautiful!

To give you a very breif history- my boyfriend and i started dating in march and broke up in june. i broke up wth him because he was acting like we were too much too soon. i was casually dating him and thought i had the freedom to do other things without asking his permission and he acted as though we were a couple and should consult each other before we did anything. so i broke up with him. he did some weird things after we broke up... called me begging, would stop by my house and places where i was, just basically on pursuit of gettingme back. it has been about two months now and we just recently became back in contact. from the little bit i have seen of him he seems to be a changed man. but i am reluctant to take him back in my life... andmore reluctant to tell my friends and family that he is back... they had developed some strong feelings about me seeing the "scary guy" i'm on the other side of the fence now... instead of trying to get someone back i am the one on the other side, someone is trying to win me back. can i trust he has changed, or will we be in the same place again?

is it too late to take the pills and stuff from the doctor? it has been five days already. no i'm not sore down there, but honestly, being 26 years old... i don't get sore after intercourse often. what if i become pregnant... or get a disease... i'm so scared.

First off, I know what i did was stupid, and nothing anyone can say will make me feel worse about myself than I already do. The other night I went out with some friends of mine to a benefit party for someone that works at my best friends law firm. I had too much to drink. A lot too much... like the college years all over again. One of her good friends was with us, we were all too drunk to make it home, so the three of us stayed at her house. Her good friend (a man) has been interested in me from the first time we met. I have never been interested in him like that, but i must admit the attention is nice sometimes... and i flirt with him to get the extra attention as well. well on this night it seems that the flirting must have gone too far. when i woke up in the morning my pants were off and my underwear were a little torn on one side. i was just laying on the bed with nothing on except for the blouse i had worn the night before. her friend had already left by the time i woke up. Since that night my stomach has been absolutely ill, i can't believe what might have happened. to make it worse, i ran into him the next day. he asked how i was doing and i said "i can't even remember getting home last night, what happened" at this point he just smiled and said nothing. is this rape? i don't even know what happened... and under a normal circumstance it definitely would NOT have been consentual. i am sick over this. please respond, i am too embarrassed to talk to my friends about this.