cantlivewithinyou

thanks everyone. i really appreciate it

i agree, i do want to concentrate on him. but hes the only relationship...well, long term that i've ever had. i look at the future, and see myself having regrets. even if just have fun dating..i dont know.

ive been with my boyfriend for 2 years. we're best friends, boyfriend and girlfriend, and beyond. we've agreed we'll get married one day. we're just perfect for each other. with this in mind, ive met someone that im interested in. this makes me feel horrible, even though my boyfriend tells me i shouldnt feel bad at all for being interested in him. im trying my best to let it go, but its been about a month, and i cant get him out of my head. this other guy may prove that my relationship with my boyfriend is all that i need. im looking for that satisfaction, but im so scared to hurt him. he knows about this other guy already, and says everything would be okay, but i cant bear to hurt him. im afraid if i dont even just try to date other people, that ill regret it later on in life. im sorry if this doesnt make much sense, but ask any questions if you have them. please, anyone, i need advice.