So last year my ex broke my heart cause he needed to work on himself. There were promises made by him which were broken. Recently this valentine's day he messaged me to reconnect. For a while it was talking every few days to now we talk every day. Our old relationship was amazing it felt just right and I got butterflies Everytime he held my hand. Now we're going on dates but I don't know how I feel. My best friend told me she can tell I have feelings for him again but I sometimes feel them and then sometimes I don't. He hurt me really badly and I don't know if I'm scared to open back up. I know when I thought he was mad at me I got sad or when I thought he blew me off for a date I was sad. But when we're together it's not like it used to be.
I don't know what to do. He is treating me differently like he's trying to make up for everything he did which is ok but I hate not knowing how I feel.
Are my expectations too high. Please help!!