Stickman
Seems to me like there is a part of you that is living in the hope that she is going to want to get back with you, I guess what you have to do is to be open with yourself, and start from the top. You have to analyse what YOU have to do. In this instance, seeing as she is seeing someone else and it has been 4 months, i think it is only accurate in saying that she is not entertaining any thoughts of getting back to you, but because she is keeping in touch she wants to make sure that you still want her, which is good for her ego, and by quickly jumping to her beck and call and letting her know that youare so keen on what is happening in her life, you are setting yourself up for a more painful fall. Just let go, and stop obsessing oabout her so much. Time heals all wounds, but on the condition that you do not concentrate much on that wound. Get a grip and move on, and get yourself someone else. Stop feeling guilty for moving on cause I gather that is what is happening here. MOVE ON!!!!!!!