I am going through the same thing as you are right now, always down,not wanting to go out. I also feel ugly, some people I know(which supposed to be my friends) always say that I am, they usually hint at it in a sarcastic way, there is a girl I know who even started to evade me ( sister of a m8 ) . So I recently began to stop caring about what people are saying/thinking about me, the way I look. This helped me somewhat, maybe it works for you too. I know its easier said then done, but it really works ( for me )
Cheers
