Hi, a boundary me and my bf decided before we entered relationship was no porn, as it makes me uncomfortable and is bad for mens brain anyways. My bf and I have a very active and good sex life, multiple times a day AND I give him handjobs everyday as well. (TMI, I know). but every night he goes and looks up naked girls on reddit and jerks off to them. He lied and said he didn't, then admitted he did, said it was "only once" then finally admitted he does it a lot. This broke me. I give him all of my body and he has a folder on his phone of my nudes, but instead of looking at them looks at other girls. I feel like I am unattractive and not good enough. And I am mostly upset that he lied and broke my trust. How can I know he isn't lying about other things too? I know a lot of people say "oh men have their needs and some watch porn to get it" which I understand, but the amount of sex we have I don't understand why he went and did that knowing it would hurt me. I want to dump him so he knows I am serious and I don't wanna signal that he can keep lying. but I do love him a lot and he is very sweet in other aspects so I am really torn right now. Why does he lust after other women while claiming to be in love with me? he cried begging me to forgive him but after dating a porn addict before him, I really do not wanna enter another situation like that as it traumatized me.