me and my friend have been friends for 8 months. anyways i was saying dumb stuff die and stuff like that and my friend said we needed to talk about and it wasn't healthy for me, also i was saying that there's no need to talk and my friend was worried about me..i wasn't in the mood for to talk..so i told my friend no not worry about me, i was fine. my friend again if i was better and stupid me reponded with who cares. then my friend asked if i was angry at him, i was like no. he started saying i seem cold and what the heck was going on. i told him to give me some space but my friend kept sending me heart broken emojies with sad face bla bla..anyways he started explaining i couldn't push people away and some other stuff. my friend said that my friend wouldn't leave me that easily and friends. such a kind friend. also the fact he missed the joyful me. i was like yeah sure🤦♀️ next day i apologized about my behavior and my friend said he knew i wasn't serious. somehow the topic turned out something else, my friend started this whole certified S tier and i said
i used to call him shrimp for fun but i learnt its offensive to guys🤦♀️ my friend asked for a hug but i refused saying no thanks shirmp. he thought i spat in his face because he said he offered his affection and i refused. then we didnt talk for some hours. then without thinking i said i hated him😐 he was like *** here we go again. he now asked me if i am bipolar but im not bipolar. what do i say to fix this? i can't just come and happily talk like nothing happened to my friend 😞 i have such a bad luck with guy friends😭