I understand what you mean about checking in with her every day. All I mean by this is a simple text in the afternoon along the lines of ‘How are you doing today? Thinking of you’ and then no contact at all unless she reaches out to me.
of course I need to listen to directly when she talks to me. She knows this, I’ve told her before that I’ll be by her side and give whatever support she needs, if she needs space, she’ll get space, if she needs an ear to listen, I’m all ears.
As for what I mentioned about me worrying about the relationship, to be honest I know that I’m being stupid. I already asked her when she was talking to me first about that if we’ll be okay because of this and her reply was ‘Of course we will’ so I know I’m just getting in my hand and overthinking.
Maybe I’m reaching out for both of us to be honest. I want her to be reminded that I’m still here by checking in just once a day but yes maybe you’re right, my own reassurance too. However, her mental state is what really matters to me right now. I know we’re all allowed to be selfish but she is what matters now to me.