Hi im not sure what im suppose to write in here but the story goes can any one help i dont know what one is love and what one is love? HELP
I dated my current man for 2 years before i left him, I do feel i love him he is sweet calm, loyal, gorgeous, and bluntly just a reallllly reallly nice guy, But we broke up because i felt an instant attraction for this other guy.
so we broke up and i won thi sother mans heart (so to speak) he was still in a 14year relationship when he started seeing me, it was heated hot and fun and i felt like he knew me on a level no one has ever known be it was a feeling all over that i just cant explain, So he ended up moving in with me but he continued to see his ex at the same time, i gave him a few months to set it straight but six months on i left him.
I ended up getting back with my two year man, we now live together have bought a house together and life is flowing nicely we have been back together for 8months, But the problem is i cant shake the married man, he gets in touch throu friends and direct every now and then, He has finally left his ex for good (she was bad news anyway) but she told me herself and her friends he left because he is deeply in love with me he classes me as the one to everyone including his family and swears he will never be with another because his heart lies with me and he regrets that he realised this too late.
He says he thinks of me 24/7 and will for ever, The problem is i am starting to lose who i am i dont know who i am any more i do know that i feel deeply for my current man who has never done me wrong, our relationship is great the sex is great and the communication is great.
But again why then do i think about my ex every single day not a day passes where he does not cross my mind, I fall asleep with him on my mind and awake with him on my mind, if i get up through the night he is there on my mind i feel that connection there that for some reason i just cant break i miss his hugs, i just miss the smell of him, and i miss hearing his voice. im at the stage where im so stressed out because i cant shake it and i dont know why
Help i dont know what is right any more what is love and what is lust, im going out of my mind as to who is the right man for me.
any help or advice would be greatful for.
Thankyou confused heart