lililand

Thank you so much for your reply, this is so appreciated. What worries me the most is that he sometimes chooses porn over having sex with me. This worries me as none of the guys I have been with before did that. The rejection is also hard to accept. And finally I am a little worried that he is addicted to porn ( he watches it 2 times a day minimum)

Hi, here it is: my boyfriend masturbates every day in front of porn when I am right next to him, for some reason it deeply hurts me. I am cool with the fact that he masturbate or watch porn on his own time. But when I am around it hurts. When he start to watch porn and masturbate I sometimes try to participate or have sex with him. But he imediately turns the screen of his computer away so that the content of what he is watching is out of my sight and asks me to turn around. What hurts the most is that he chooses porn over having sex with me ( I am a 25 yo attractive girl). I talked to him