Ive been in counseling and read a ton on abuse so I hear what you’re saying. I think there’s something in me that believes he is working on change.
There’s this emptiness that wasn’t there before after I called the police. I called them so he’d know I was serious. Every time he got abusive we broke up and I took him back. It was more because every time I tried to leave he got crazy. The physical abuse was really bad for awhile now it’s minor in comparison. I know what that sounds like.
I question his honesty and he blows up at me. He has so many triggers that I’m still nervous about his