Hello to whomever may read this.
I used to feel much more confident but since my father died of cancer during my study I feel like I lost my best friend. I tried to finish my study in time for him to see me graduate but sadly he passed before that happened. Ever since I feel like nothing I do has any great purpose anymore. I try to get my enjoyment from daily activities and am fairly happy living that way. On the other hand I can't seem to find any motivation to work on my paid phd as a medical doctor (setting up studies atm). I don't do enough at home and my gf feels like she has to do too
