it's been bothering me for weeks... i dated him a month ago...it didn't go anywhere..he lost interest...but he is such a perfect guy...i'm soo scared that i might never ever meet a guy so perfect....he's very tall, good-looking, very rich,also very smart in school.. he sings, he dances, he's on every sports team in school. he travels around the world,been to different places. he has great style, he shops at Europe and Japan in summer. he's very nice.and he's not gay. when he first came into my life..i was like God is just being too nice to me... i acted all weird/shy/ around him. and he lost interest..i wouldn't be surprised..becuz i was soo nervous on the first date and he got boring i guess..i dunno....now i hate myself..i wasted such a great opportunity.he was everything that i dreamed of. now, he's gone. i hate myself...i really regret it....[/b]