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VtheNerd

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  1. I am definately making myself busy so I wont think about you. I got a job and I am making money and I feel better. I wish we would have worked out. I wish we still talked but I feel desperte and stupid for even having feelings for you anymore. I am frustrated with myself for my actions and I wish you nothing but the best. I know that we are young and have the world ahead of us. I really cannot wait for the day I get over you. I am sick of thinking of you becaus ei know your not thinin gof me. your past me. i have to accept and let go. I am lettin go of my feelings for you.
  2. Definitely almost contacted you today with the bs like my old self would have. but I know you probably wouldnt have replied or been mad. Im sad today and I feel lonely but, I am happy I didn't contact you. Im going to be ok, I just have to wait patiently for the day I dont care about you anymore. I pray for this day to come soon.
  3. I really just wish you would have tried to understand me. I wish I hadnt done things and gave you a chance in the beginning. Sometimes I wish I never met you but I did. Im sorry. I just wanted you to love me but we were toxic and I can acknowledge that. I felt disrespected so bad when it came to other women disrespecting me in front of you. I just wanted you to have my back. I hate that you would try to make my feelings invalid when I cared about your feelings so much, too much. I wish I didnt feel like this. I feel like Im always the one getting hurt.
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