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  1. It does feel like falling off a cliff. He keeps telling me he didn’t cheat on me and him calling escorts met nothing to him. That he was on a binge of coke and alcohol and never realized how bad drinking effected our relationship. I wish I could snap my fingers and realize I deserve better.
  2. It’s been a month and I still can’t get over him. What is wrong with me?... I’m fine for a couple of hours and then I miss him like crazy. I keep thinking what he did isn’t abuse. We had so many good times too. From what I wrote what part about it is a abuse.. the name calling and the hole in the wall? I’m not trying to sound stupid but I can’t get out of this ty mind frame I have right now.
  3. I didn’t just post on another forum. I’ve posted on about 4 different ones asking the same thing. I’ve also asked friends what they would do. It’s over and I’m not going back to him. There’s a part of me that wanted justification to make sure I was doing the right thing. I made the mistake of unblocking him a few days ago and I think him apologizing and saying all of these things made me think I was partly to blame. I realize I have issues because I think this behavior is acceptable. So many people seem to like him and it always made me feel that maybe I was the problem. A good friend told
  4. That’s terrible I’m sorry he said that to you and had to go through that. He did tell me that I knew he was an alcoholic when I met him. I didn’t realize the extent of it and didn’t know about the cocaine. I just thought he liked to drink sometimes. I’m not trying to come off as an idiot. My parents fought a lot growing up and broke up when I was young. I don’t think I’ve ever been in a healthy relationship. I know this should be as easy as 1 + 1. If I tell anybody this story they will say it’s abuse. I keep thinking I should have been nicer to him the past month because he was try
  5. I know it’s not the same. I don’t know why it’s so hard to let go. I have this glimmer of hope because he’s apologizing and going to AA that maybe he will change.
  6. I’ve been with my boyfriend for 8 months. I’m currently 10 weeks pregnant. I realized he had an alcohol problem half way in. I could never understand why he would get so angry over little things. It was like a completely different person. He’s thrown hangers, clothes a book and an empty bottle at me. I’ve always tried to justify these things by saying the liquor bottle was plastic, the book he threw next to me. I’ve tried to justify him calling me a , a tweeker ( I have no idea why he would call me this. I do really good at work and work hard and I like to keep my house clean. So whenever I
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