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  1. Yeah I guess. But it give people who actually do it because they have to a bad name.(If that makes sense) when people try to reach out to others they'll think nothing of it. Just as attention getters. Its really annoying though.
  2. Okay, I'm sure some of you guys out there have at least 2 people at school who actually BRAG about cutting themselves! It really bugs me, to no end actually... they have the nerve to be like: "Oh yeah well I cut myself last night" "Yeah... but I cut myself 3 times and look how deep" "No! I'm a worse cutter than you are!" omg... they should just shut up! Since when did hurting ones self become popular?And they do it because its a trend now I suppose. Attention sponges... Sorry I just have to vent about this. So many people do this and they have to problems in there life what so ever..... Yeah, anyone else have this happen? ***It's Hard To Say***
  3. I've known myself to be bi since I was like 12. It wasn't that hard to tell, all the girls were talking about other guys, and I'd be thinking about some of the girls. But anyway. I'm younger that 16.
  4. I was thinking that. And I actually asked some people if that could be the reason. But even before we broke up I sorta preferred girls over guys. I guess us breaking up let me realize that I really like girls? I don't know. Its really confusing.
  5. Yeah, I have. But as I've said in some other posts. I'm starting to like just girls instead of guys...
  6. I've been really lonely lately. With my bf breaking up with me, I don't really know what to do. I know I shouldn't rush into another relationship... but I've got this really empty sorta lonely feeling. I mean I'm over him but I really want someone to talk to me, to actually care. And to make things even more difficult... I'm starting to like guys less and girls more. But anyway. I'm still really lonely. Even if I'm talking with my best friends. It feels like no one understands me or what I'm going through. Sorry, this really isn't anything but ranting... Thanks for viewing it, anyway.
  7. Lately I've been really lonely, since my boyfriend has broke up with me a while back... And I'm starting to find girls more attractive than guys. I mean, I liked girls more than guys before but not this much. I'm really confused with everything thats going on. So, my question is... Is it common for some one to think they're bisexual, then find out later they're homosexual? And do you think I've only been thinking that because my boyfriend broke up with me? I'm sure its not something thats unheard of. Well, maybe then I won't feel too out of place.... Anyway, thanks in advance.
  8. Okay... let me explain my situation... Before I met my ex, I liked this girl and knew that she would never like me back, since she's straight. Well, I confessed to her that I was bi, and she said she was too. But like a day later she said she wasn't... So that confused me for a little while... Anyway, my ex had broken up with me for a little so I decided to tell my friend how I felt about her... she said she didn't mind that I liked her, but she didn't like me back. So now its current time, and me and my ex are permanatly broke up, my feelings for have gotten even stronger... And she thinks I don't like her any more... I don't know why I still continue to like her, even when she says she's straight. Should I tell her that I like her? I mean, theres always a chance that she likes me, and she's trying to hide it. Grr... I dunno. Help? Any advice would be helpful. Thanks.
  9. Hey thanks guys. I didn't think anyone would like this! And I know. It is sad But I wasn't in a very good mood. I'm still not... anyway thanks again!
  10. Rain She sits at her window watching the rain fall from the sky Listening to the thunder crash as tears pour from her eyes She waits for the rain now So she can wander outside hiding from the others as she starts to cry She can't stand life now Try as she might It seems she can't last She'll end this tonight Her dark room, shadowed Her floor cold and bare She's so sure now That they'll never care Hoping she'll succeed in her attempt she slits her wrists and waits quietly Watching the blood pour smiling as it bleeds She sits at her widow watching the rain fall from the sky watching the lightning flash as she slowly starts to die Yeah... so tell me what you guys think of it.
  11. Hey... Lets just get straight to the point here... I haven't cut since the beginning of the year, and I'm extremely happy with myself because of it. But these recent urges to cut have become almost unbarable. They make me shake, and I start rubbing my arms and my wrists. I usually have to physically make my self stay in my room. So I won't go get anything sharp. And I end up crying because it seems that I'm so helpless to these recent urges. I feel so lame that I let them affect me... Anyway... Would anyone know what wrong with me? I've gotten close to just giving up and cutting, and I'm afraid I'd go out of control. Please... some one has to help me figure out what is wrong with me. Thanks... *It's Hard To Say**
  12. Yeah, thats exactly why I don't think could handle it. I don't want to be even more cast out than I already am. *sigh* And I don't want to leave my bf. Hes great to me. So no leaving him. Thanks for helping me so far. I appreciate it. **It's Hard To Say**
  13. Erm... heh I guess it would be both of the two. All though its more of the second one. But I'm really confused on this. I don't know why I feel this way... And I have talked it over with my bf. He doesn't seem to mind much. I mean I have no problem with liking other girls its just... I don't think I'd be able to handle it. Ok, well. Now I'm even more confused. **Its Hard To Say**
  14. Heh... hey guys. Um lately I have been very confused. I've had feelings for other girls before. But I figured it wasn't a big deal. But just recently I've had strong feelings for one girl. Although it wasn't for very long. I have a boyfriend, so I know I still like guys. But... I've been going crazy over these feelings for girls. I'm starting to think I'm bi. But does it sound like I am? Or is it just like a temporary thing? Thanks for your help... **It's Hard To Say**
  15. Ok once again I'm posting about my ex. But I guess you could say were friends. Ok, recently hes been going through alot of stuff. I know that something is wrong with him and that hes supposed to have an operation today. But last night he got drunk and told me it was because he didn't want to get the operation. By the way I only know him online. I don't live near him at all. So its not like I could go check up on him. Anyway... He won't tell me what he has or anything. All I know is he only has six months. But thats what he said. I'm really trying to be there for him but he won't let me know anything. I try to help but it only seems to make things worse. Can anyone help me? I need to know what to say to him to make him see how much I care about him and want to help him. The least I want to do is be there for him, but it doesn't even seem like I'm there at all... Thanks in advance. **It's Hard To Say**
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