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Zerohero

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  1. Man, its been a week. I've been very tempted today to say whats up just to see what she's doing. But she broke up with me, and she should be trying to contact me if she wanted to see whats up...
  2. Yea, I just hope/expect my feelings for her after christmass to deplinish completely.
  3. Just saw a random picture of her at her graduation on my college website. I mean I'm pretty sure in grad school she has found someone else by now since its been over a year, and that she's over me. It just sucks that I haven't completely got over her yet. But I guess meeting someone else meaningful would change that sooner.
  4. And everything was going good. But I think I had a relapse last night. I'm pretty sure since its been a year that she is completely over me. I have accepted it, etc etc, but I dont feel any better. I dont know why I even have the slightest hint of sadness left in me over the whole thing. Any advice?
  5. Every now and then I have a stupid relaps, but I'm fine.
  6. This is VERY true, which is why I say stay away. Common he would contact if he really wanted you there.
  7. It is true that the (dumper) will be cruel sometimes as a way for them to try and get over you. Just remember they probably had it in their mind long before they dump you. Probably a good week to prepare. It sucks, and it still sometimes does hurt, but don't fret. There are millions of other people (females) out there , it's hightly possible more than a few of them are compatable with you.
  8. Honestly, after this long, I probably wouldn't go, but if he really meant that much to you, show your face, and then leave. Dont stay there hoping for something special to happen.
  9. I know its close to a year for me, and I still have some feeling for mine. I can't stand it either. But I've gotton alot better, and I'm still progressing. Just keep looking to the future.
  10. Who said it was steroids? It's not even close lol.
  11. I've been taking it recently as well. I've already gained about 5 - 10 pounds. I'll keep taking it for another 2 months. Then stop for a month or so, and then repeat for the rest of the year.
  12. I dunno, I've never had any problems eating, and drinking food. I'll try it though.
  13. I think this feeling has hit me many times before, and probably will again. But it goes away just as fast as it comes. You have to find the good in things, no matter how jacked up your surounding are. As far as friends, I only have about 3 or 4 people I would actually call my true friends. The rest are just accociates. Trust me, people will come , and go as they please in your life, just take note to the one's that actually do care about you, those are all you need.
  14. Stay away! You'll only hurt yourself more.
  15. You'll be surprised at how many things people go through at any given time, and never say anything about it.
  16. Interesting, I want to know just how you are different . Sorry for the long delay, I had to go to my "crap" time job this morning.
  17. Well as of lately not much. Most of my good friends are back in another state, or left. I'm pretty much on my own even though I'm with my parents. I find myself lifting weights, and teaching this guy I know basketball... but thats about it. As far as things like my L.A trip, those are like my ultimate dream goals, If I never try to do it, I think I will hate myself for not trying.
  18. I haven't read this whole tread, but who is treating you like a peace of ****, and why are you letting them do so to you? This is true, and I hope you really get to. But be warned, be careful what you wish for... Your wanting it to bad. In my experience, the best relationships I've ever had have came out of no where. Try not to focus on it to much. I have many wondering, and pondering nights of endless sleep of my own. Yet I still have to come ot my sense's in the morning. Before I go on though, I really need to know what happened to you. I'm being lazy since I'm not readying through 10 pages of posting hehe.
  19. I'm feed up with how my life is right now. I don't feel like I'm moving anywhere, and I don't feel even though I'm studying computer science, and minoring in graphic design that, they might be the thing I want to do for the rest of my life. I like to do many things which is why I want to try this. I have relatives in L.A, and a friend there. I was thinking of going there this summer, and getting a agent, and trying out a few acting jobs, commercials, modeling, what ever I can do while I'm there. Another idea I have is leaving to Houston. I have a close friend there, that I could stay with. His mom said I wouldn't have to worry about paying, but of course I would help out, that just me. I would just finish up my degree plan there. As of right now I'm very tired of my part time job.. I work for Interstate Batteries. All I do is load, stock, and clean batteries. They work decently around my college hours, but I just don't like working there anymore, and I'm tired of dealing with the * * * * of a head manager there. So one of my first goals is to find another job else where till the next to decisions come up. So what advice or opinions do you guys have? Thanks.
  20. At the time, even though I felt it, I didn't wan't to say it, but I did. Now I wish I would have waited longer to say it. When ever I have another relationship I will wait a good while before I say , * **** ***. One must realise those are strong words your speaking.
  21. It's funny sometimes reading things like this (no offense), but to all the members that have actually experienced what you are longing for, and had it ripped out of their life, we can all attest that everything will go well after you get that special someone or friend you are looking for. Depression is normal, it happens, and we all must deal with. Some of us are stronger than others, and that has nothing to do with how fast you get over it either. What it does mean is that some of us even though it hurts can continue to press on in life, and accept the fact that we hurt. Others try to do "get over it quick" tactics, that ultimatly fail, and they relapse behind close doors. Work on yourself, love yourself, and do things for YOURSELF. The rest will come later when you least expect it. Am I even on topic....
  22. Why did you go out and attend wedding? What were you thinking? (no offense). The only weddings I would attend are someone close in my family, or my two best friends I've ever had, because I know they wouldn't just leave me hanging. About going on on fridays etc, who cares. Sometimes there really isn't much to do. What I have learned, it's not what day it's on, or what exactly you do, it's who your doing it with. So don't rush out to go to clubs etc. Besides, if you pick up someone from a club, and they cheat on you, don't get shocked. What did you expect from picking some chick up from the local pub anyway? Just relax, many people share your same feelings daily, and sometimes we just have to deal with them in order to make ourselves stronger. Don't feel bad for yourself, what your feeling is normal, and you will make it.
  23. There must be balance of the two. One cannot dream all day, neither live life without dreams or goals. Remember with everything comes balance.
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