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  1. i still like her, so thats kinda easier said than done, its probably easier for me to stop talking for a while than for me just to rid myself of her, i've known her for two years
  2. me and my ex GF has been broken up for quite awhile now, and for along while i had trouble comin to terms with it,but nonetheless, i am better,but she will always have a place in my heart. she's really a nice girl. but from since the breakk-up long time ago, she said she didnt want a BF now but we could have still been friends. but it seemed to me even though she said that, most of the time she would treat me less than a friend but others she was good. i dont kno if she's still holds what we once had against me or something. well about 2 months ago as friends our relationship was rocky as hell, full of argueing. it was both of our faults i guess. (explaining it) when we first broke up i told her even i will try to be friends with her but dont tell me anything if it involves your personal life,(like in the line of other boys). so later on the phone she tell me she went to the club with 2 girls and a guy from work, thats fine but then she tells me that this boy and her were togehter at the club while the other 2 girls left em, and about 4/5's of the conversation she had with me was about him. then i got mad at her. and on another occasion when she was at work she told me that one guy found out her age and told her only one more till shes legal. again i got mad, i kno that girls will likely be flirted with many guys, but my problem is i told her and that kind of stuff isnt appropriate to me, if i told her from beginning that i dont want to kno. and from since then it was argueing for about a month. everytime we talked its like she wasnt into it, it was like hello and what do you want. (im goin bak in past so to see if there is any thing that is reoccurring) anyway today i called today, cuz i called her acouple dayz earlier but she said she was busy, but she never called bak. and when i asked her why she told me her dad argued with her about us being on the phone for a long time. but i dont see how that got myfault cuz she called me for math homework and i just helped as she requested. so i asked " you didnt call me cuz ur dad would argue with you? and she said she just didnt want to call me. i mean is that what kinda of reaction i should get from her if i helped her? for some reason , i even felt it before but i think that both her and her dad hates me. i have no idea, i have always treated her and her dad respectfully and never spoke condesendingly. i still love her and she knows it too,but how could she just say that she didnt call me because she didnt want to(and this was almost a week time)? why does she always tell me things that i dont want to kno. at times it drives me insane
  3. me and my ex GF has been broken up for quite awhile now, and for along while i had trouble comin to terms with it,but nonetheless, i am better,but she will always have a place in my heart. she's really a nice girl. but from since the breakk-up long time ago, she said she didnt want a BF now but we could have still been friends. but it seemed to me even though she said that, most of the time she would treat me less than a friend but others she was good. i dont kno if she's still holds what we once had against me or something. well about 2 months ago as friends our relationship was rocky as hell, full of argueing. it was both of our faults i guess. (explaining it) when we first broke up i told her even i will try to be friends with her but dont tell me anything if it involves your personal life,(like in the line of other boys). so later on the phone she tell me she went to the club with 2 girls and a guy from work, thats fine but then she tells me that this boy and her were togehter at the club while the other 2 girls left em, and about 4/5's of the conversation she had with me was about him. then i got mad at her. and on another occasion when she was at work she told me that one guy found out her age and told her only one more till shes legal. again i got mad, i kno that girls will likely be flirted with many guys, but my problem is i told her and that kind of stuff isnt appropriate to me, if i told her from beginning that i dont want to kno. and from since then it was argueing for about a month. everytime we talked its like she wasnt into it, it was like hello and what do you want. (im goin bak in past so to see if there is any thing that is reoccurring) anyway today i called today, cuz i called her acouple dayz earlier but she said she was busy, but she never called bak. and when i asked her why she told me her dad argued with her about us being on the phone for a long time. but i dont see how that got myfault cuz she called me for math homework and i just helped as she requested. so i asked " you didnt call me cuz ur dad would argue with you? and she said she just didnt want to call me. i mean is that what kinda of reaction i should get from her if i helped her? for some reason , i even felt it before but i think that both her and her dad hates me. i have no idea, i have always treated her and her dad respectfully and never spoke condesendingly. i still love her and she knows it too,but how could she just say that she didnt call me because she didnt want to(and this was almost a week time)?
  4. looking… why is it so dark? no sunlight and when it is, its dim is it just me outside taking a look within. I know there is pain, trying hard not to moan I hope just maybe one day the joy will come again. But for now all wanted is to be left alone or just to hear that one's sweet voice over the phone again. wishing for something to ease the despair but slowly realize that nothing is there
  5. it might be becuz of her parents but if it is why doesnt she just tell me. it would make me feel better than how she is looking like she's turning me down herself
  6. last week, i called my girl as usual and asked her how things was goin and stuff like that, and she said she went to a party with her neighbor. so she started to talk about the party and she said that another boy came up to her and told her that he liked her andhe gave her his number,but she said that she just left it on the couter so i just talked on it for afew seconds and just left it, because i do trust and believe her. BUt to me, any right boyfriend would be alittle jealous and concerned if another dude is out there hittin on his girl and he cant do nothing about it. am i right? but as i said i didnt dwell on it. anyway we talked on the phone for afew minutes, then she said that she had to hang up but she would be on-line in a couple of minutes. when she came on and we said one or two sentences and she said that her parent said that her parent said that im not givin her enuff space.( I ONLY CALL TWICE A WEEK AND MOST OF THE TIME TALK TWO HOURS TOPS. come on guys and gals, im sure your girlfriends and boyfriends call you more than that),but i still believe that it was said. Then acouple of more sentences were said then i cant remember the exact words but something came up then i said we are still in a relationship. and she said "no". i was truly surprised cuz just acouple of days before in an email she said she loved meand whateverand she even acted as if she really liked me still . she said she was sorry and that she thought i knew. correct me if im wrong but doesnt the old saying goes "action speaks louder than words. well what is it with her in this respect? anyway that night we talk on the net for acouple of hours cuz she didnt want to leave after tellin me that, it really hurt me and i guess she knew it did. anyway after that night i didnt call her bak until a week later, but i still didnt want to talk to her on the phone so i told her to come online, but we still ended up talkin on the phone later that noght and she said she loved me. how could that be after beiong only a week prior that she didnt love me, i happy for it and everything,but its crazy and i would like input as to what yall think about this.
  7. she just says now that thats nothing to do with her now, that is between me and her dad
  8. i meet this girl about a year, and the relationship has been on and off for about 7 months(it was kind of shaky startin off i guess). i want to meet her dad, but everytime i talk about it, she say stuff like"why do u want to meet him." "he's not interested into meeting any boys that likes his daughter." and "she never asked me to." but infact she had gestured that i do meet her dad when we first met a year ago(remembering this is what made me want to meet him now.), but it wasnt a relationship back then so i just brushed it off. now with this change of her mind, does it sound like she's just shy for me o meet her dad(does this happen, or she's just not that interested in me no longer, so it doesnt matter. or may there be another reason? PLEASE LET ME KNOW i have a tendency of looking at my situations in the worst case senerio, and i dont want to jump to a conclusion about this.
  9. recently i have left the usual time that me and a few of my other friends hung out, becuz this gurl was there who i like(she used to or still like me, i gave tryin to figure that out). i left cuz i still have feelings for her, but it hurts me, cuz sometimes she seems interested and other times, well w/e. so i left the hang out i hope that i would feel better and loose the feelings that i have for her, but sometimes i think , is there a chance that i am makin a mistake and givin up on something good, or is this just that.
  10. she not lashing out at me. she not talkin to me and everything of that sort. its not mood swing its all the time now
  11. a couple of days ago, this girl who i kno who i like yada yada... seems like she ignoring me and even avoids me sometimes and even sometimes doesnt say nothin at all(i try not to take it personal), then other times she talks to me well. but one day i was abit cold to her, cuz u kno different stuff goin on in life,and maybe alittle of what she gave me. but now she refuses to talk to me on the internet and she will just leave. y is it ok for women to have a bad day for whatever reason and get away wid it, but then its not all good when the man does. cuz this whole developed when i did that. Couold i havegone too far. plz help me out
  12. i dont kno how these girls operate. when me and here are aound each other, we talk well. i kno thats like a must. but when i put my head down, she touched my hair,(im not thinking like thats a turn on, but contact is not a must in a regular conversation) and when we leavin she says bye(sonetimes). sometimes its seems as if she has split personality. When i try to talk to her on the internet, she doesnt say nothing and just logs (well it happened 3 times in a row). whats with that
  13. yo man, i would like to get to kno you, if u dont mind leave some contact or something dude
  14. well she really is different than the other girls i kno, and that what really attracted me to her. and im not only still sayin that cuz i still like her, i really do mean think that somethings different about her.
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