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Thanks for the advise cookie. I did act upon your words and apologized. I also told her how much she meant to me. And that she made me happier than she could imagine. And afterwards I felt that I had lost all of my dignity because I had done something I have always had problems with I told her how I felt. unfortunately she didnt really respond. She just kind of stayed silent. And that made me feel even worse. But then she said she realized that it took a lot out of me. And she respected me. But once again she just kind of shot me down. We have plans to hang out in a group and I dont know how to handle it. She is the world to me. And I have been told that I can replace her and that there are other fish in the sea. But the fact of the matter is that it is an insult to say she could be replaced, because she is unique and its hard because she always will be excatly what I want. So we havent really cut of contact and I didnt really ask her out again. So I ma once again looking for advise on what I should do. If any one knows what I can do to win back this girl who absoultly makes me feel blissful please help. I hate to say it but I am def. desperate.

Ok so thank you two for your posts. But I still could use some advise on what to do. We still are talking alot and I feel like its going somewhere but Im not positive so please someone help me with some advise.

Ok so I began going out with a girl after knowing her for only a short time. And in the beginning it was pretty good. Except I still had feelings for another girl. But I never told her this. But as our relationship grew the girl I was dating became all I thought about. It was great most of the time except we didnt get as much time alone as we would have liked. But other than that it was great. But then something happened. The Sunday after Valentines Day her and some of my friends came over to hang out. And I was being a dick. I was too touchy feely and made her uncomfortable. Also a friend of mine made some comments that I could tell made her uncomfortable. And instead of talking to her or anything. I shut down and ignored her. This was a HUGE mistake on my part. And to make things worse as she was leaving she attempted to give me a kiss and I turned my to my cheek. Well after this I talked to her and told her that I thought things were getting weird. And so like we left on a bad note. So we didnt talk for a few days. And then finally she called me after I had left a few messages for her. We talked and decided that we would continue the relationship and work things out. Well this was ok except she had plans to visit her sister and was unable to really talk or do anything. And I waited. Then we had the chance to talk online and things just werent right. We seemed to be disagreeing and it was bad. And for the past few days I had felt like crud b/c I had no clue what was happening between us. So I did what I thought was right and suggeted we separate. She agreed. At this point I thought I had made the right decesion after all I felt better knowing what was going on. And we had only been together a month and I should be fine. And I was for a few days. However then we began talking again online. And I realized how much I missed her. And so I ended up calling her and apologizing. And I told her what I felt I had done wrong why it was wrong and that it meant alot to me that I fix things between us. And so for a few days we talked everynight on the phone, but things were still akward when we saw each other. And then finally I had, had enough and I called her and told her that I wanted to get back together and that I would do whatever it took to do so. She shut me down and said that she wasnt really feeling it and that she didnt want to make a wrong decesion. And I told her that I understood and I would let her be. But this was something I couldnt do. Because everytime I think about her or look at her I feel so many emotions. And she is absolutly everything I want right now. And I feel so horrible What do I do. We still talk but Im timid about calling her but I will do whatever. Please I need help.