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So yeah..good times thanks for your support. Im deff not into getting into a relationship but we have seen eachother since. and i was SOBER and kissed him since too. Surprisingly enough. there is liek no diff haha. deffinatly better the second time knowing what to expect...and after that its just so easy...EVERYONE SHOULD DO IT haha. im an addict errr somthing. not really but its a cool thing\\

OMG last night was my first real kiss...so if yall wanna know...chill I liked this guy for awhile, i dont get into relationahips...uhhh well anyway staying on topic. Im 19 so i thought i was just like never ever going to kiss anyone. But i would NEVER admit i hadent...so knoone ever knew i hadent been kissed Well the night started off with some vodka shots( ) at a friends house. then went and picked up another guy and went to this girl i was withs place. Well josh(the one i like) texed my phone to see what i was up to and i told him to come over and see me. It was raining pretty hard so i said i would meet him in this place thats lighted up and its covred that has the sides open and all like the apartment mail boxes. Well he came to see me and i was standing talking to him and i was shivvering and he was like come here and he was so warm and he leaned in and i was So nervous but it came so natuarally. its EASY and fun. I had read all these topics so many times...and it was worth it cause it helped alot. it was fun. When i got back to the apartment that all my friends were at they had been outside smoking and seen it and gave me hell for makin out it was funny...omg the best night ever.... its NOT as hard as it seemed...just gotta relax(or drink a little haha)

ok...I am 18 and am out of high school. i ride horses alot and really didnt have time in high school to go out. so im pretty "novice" if you will. and i am looking for ways to meet guys my age. or just any dating advice...just any little snid bits you might have that would help other people in my same shoes thanks all...

thanks for the help. the way he put the unnatural. it made it seem like he was weirded out. hes out of town till next week so i have a bit to thin about. i think i do need to have a talk. but i mean he really is into this girl and i dont want to lead myself on to think theres somthing there causae he wont leave this girl i dont think. and back a few monthes ago he said he really liked me as a friend to a friend of mine. one day i was feeling down and complaining about being unnatractive broke up with boyfriend stuff hand he said i was attractive and whatnot. i just dont know that to think really. if i talk to him and he says he dosent like me that way what should i do. i dont what to mess up our friendship.

OK this will be a little long but i have had a friend for a few years now and he and i have always been really friendly, hugging and kissing on the cheek. i had a HUGE crush on this guy for a VERY long time. and still do kinda but have gotten over it and now more than ever we are friends. but now he has the awesome girl that hes compleatly into. and hes been really flirty recently. and i kow that hes compleatly in love with his girlfriend. but he put his arm around me and held my had(im not going say no) and kissed me on the cheek and all. no problem. I cannot decide because he has always been flirty guy but i cant tell if hes sending signals or not. BUt heres where the really weird part comes in. Two nights ago i hung out with him and when i left i hugged him and kissed him on a cheekand i went out of town for the weekend and was sapposed to see him when i got back. and he calls and asked if he could talk to me. so i was like ok. and he said that when i kissed him on the cheek it felt not natuaral and that he wasnted to know if i liked him. ofcouse i said i thought we were friend that were cool with that. and he said yes we are. but it felt "different" and i was like your over reacting. now i feel weird. and havent talked to him or ansered his calls for the past few days. i just dont know what to do. PLEASE help me.. i dont know what do. i cant tell if hes into me. or what THAnks you all Shawna if you have any questions let me know