Hi. I'm 23 (from India) and unemployed because of covid. Though I actually do have a job (I work on the cruise in the USA) but since international flights aren't resumed, I'm stuck at home. My life has been so boring and now it's only gotten worse. 3 days ago I had an argument with my mom where I simply just stood up for myself but she got so mad at me that she called me a bitch and even hit me, leaving a bruise on my hand. I didn't want to talk to her at all because of how poorly she treated me. I do so much for her despite being the youngest in my family, I'm usually taking care of my siblings (when she was out of states) and always helping around with household chores and giving money to my parents when I was working. She was so mad at me that she didn't speak to me at all and didn't serve me food which it made me feel so upset.. I tried talking to her yesterday because today's Christmas and I didn't want our relationship to be this way but she only ignored me completely even though I apologized to her . Next is my elder brother who wouldn't let me find a job because he wanted to me to work in a 5 star hotel (since I work on the cruise as a hostess in the food and beverage department) and not anywhere else because he cares about me getting experience rather than me having an earing of my own as I need money to go the dermatologist every two months and I can't ask my parents for it because they have to run the house and we aren't really that rich. But yesterday I did attend a job interview and they told me I could start on Jan and it's offering me 10k (which is 135.95 in USD) and my brother, since he didn't want me to work in a 3 star hotel, asked me to pay home half the money of what I was earning and I could only keep like 3k (which is 40 in USD) because I'm apparently using the electricity of my own home and if I'm working I have to pay. I don't know if I should just stay in a pg (paying guest house) where they don't charge me that much of an amount my brother is asking me to pay at home just because I'm staying home. This is really messed up I know.. But please hear me out. I have no one to talk to. I just cry myself to sleep for the past 3 days. I can't even talk to my dad because he'll only side my brother because my brother is giving money for the house since he's working. Please tell me what to do.