Sanders6127

I hate you for making me feel special, for making me feel like I was different or that you actually cared about me. All you cared about was your ego. I would have done anything for you, heck I would have moved country with you to make it work but you didn't want me like you said you did. You said you wanted me forever but you lied because you liked seeing me in pain when you'd throw it in my face that we never would be. F* you for making me fall for you when you knew we would never be. How could you be so heartless, watching me fall more and more in love with you everyday when you knew you were leaving. I hope you learn to let love in, where I have learnt to not love again. Even after the way you've treated me, I still don't want you to go and it destroys me knowing you are You once promised me we would have our own beautiful family and make a peaceful life for ourselves, why would you tell me this knowing it was never going to be true? Why would you let me become so deeply involved with you that when you leave I am left with nothing but memories to grieve and a heart to fix. I would do anything for you to be here lying with me like we used, I can still steel feel you somwtimes, You way you'd stroke my heart or kiss me head, it's torture to me. I'd rather feel nothing at all than feel the memories of you? You are probably moving on, planning your life out and waiting for the "one" to come along. You never gave me the opportunity to be yours. I could have given you so much had you let me, I have so much love in my heart all I ever wanted was to give it to you. We still had so much to do together l, so many plans left, so many memories still to make together I can't get you out of my head and I hate you for it