Mandala

I love you, I truly do, but it hurts too much. Yesterday you told me that you love me and miss me, but I do not believe it anymore. I want to, but I can't. You lured me into your heart only to suddenly push me away from it without an explanation. That's the hardest part to accept. If I could only have some closure... But you are a coward, a selfish, weak coward. You promised you were not going to hurt me, you knew what I was already going through, but your own self came first and you threw me away in a split second, as I was nothing. As I never existed. I was trying to put together the crumbles of my heart from the past and you shattered it again. I can't forgive you for that... I need to learn how to love myself again. I'm broken, but I'm alive.