lostboy14

why havent you reached out to me. you said you were scared of losing me. im sitting here like a chump waiting for you to message me. i to myself that ive made the decision to move on, and im trying to, but i still love you and want us to be together again more than anything. You know that if you think about your future, who you want to get married to and have kids with, you see me by your side, the same as i do to you. Stop being silly. WAKE UP

i miss you more than anything. I know you think you need to do this, but you are throwing away something so much bigger just for the "now". This isnt who you are. I dont deserve to feel this way. I want everything to be back to normal. I want us to be happy and in love again. Youve convinced yourself that this is for the best, but i think deep down you know this is the wrong decision. If only we knew for sure that after a bit of time, we would end up together. That would make me truly happy. This uncertainty is killing me. Youve said that you are sure that we will end up together, but then werent certain again a couple of days later. what changed? im still the same person and so are you. Please just get past this and call me and tell me youre sorry and want to give us a try again