jadedonlife

Everyday I imagine you'll show up with the passion you once had for me where you said you'd always be here and there for me. That you wouldn't go anywhere that you and I were forever. I get sick just at a song that reminds me of us, the trips we promised to take you pretending that your happy.. or maybe thats what you want for me to get over you so you don't feel so guilty that you're happier without me. This doesn't feel like I'm afraid to be alone this feels like a part if me has died and gone on without me. Why did I let you love me why cant we just fast forward to the time that we're happy together