cricket

hello whitefang, I think i might have found someone that i can relate to sorta, coz most of the time i hate being me i have my reasons but to name a few im a woman 30 yrs old and only weighs bout 75 lbs and im 4'11.. i was born premature at 3 lbs n 4 oz.. I am not the type to confide in anyone i usually keep my emotions to myself, reason is i feel noone takes me serious, i stay depressed most of the time. sometimes i go off on the deep end when i get to emotional that sometimes lil things set me off.. but other times i tried to say hey nothing is wrong with me your normal.. I sometimes cant except me and i try to talk to someone bout it i start to cry.. yes i have talked to my sis n law bout it but i dont like to trouble people with my troubles.. and i feel like its keeping me from having a bf which the last few i had were jackasses i can say, so you can say im a loner i dont go out much i just hang with my family most of the time.. I hope this aint bringing you down i just want ya to know you aint alone.. but in the end we have to keep our heads high try to stay positive. Cricket

I think it would be a good idea, Do you know how to ice skate if so than you can help her.. or ask her what she would like to do. To me everyone goes out to eat or movies so do something different that you both would like to do and can agree on.. Good luck

I grew up with a girl that is dead now, coz the Judge told her to go back to her man, after she begged the judge to help her.. The system fails us sometimes and we dont have no choice but to take things into our own hands so I have to agree with Sean, and its not called murder its called Self Defense!

Thanks for the reply it helped alot...Me and the guy were still friends never stopped being friends just kinda got on with our lives and i did call bout over a yr ago.. buh he was always gone or golfing... he did admit in the email that he could have called or emailed me..which im not gonna judge him coz i could have called more buh i did email him and he said he did get my emails.. and he told me not to give up on him.. Needless to say he helped me finished college when i wanted to quit.. He's been there for me best way he could and that was on the fone.. He lives in wv.. and im in texas.. I think bout him all the time wonder how he is doing blah blah...if he is ok.. i have had like other dreams bout him buh this one i told you bout really freaked me out in a good way .. Yes to me he is very important to me, I can talk to him bout anything.. Thanks for reading my stuff. Have a good day!

whats this mean? About a week ago I dreamed that a friend whom I havent talked to in over a yr. called me.. In that week he emailed me. Whats the deal here thanks abunch!