highlandman

Hi, How are you ? It's been such a long time and we both have moved on I think, but I still think about you, I don't miss the drama, but I do miss you making me feel special and the adventures we had together. I know now it wasn't going to work, age gap, me not able to give you children, no support from families or work but I wish it had though, - and I know you do too. I think about contacting you sometimes, I even wonder if you see this post I have no idea what I'll say or what the next step would be but i do think about it. We both had a lot of issues, mainly paranoia and a lack of trust, it's not for us to blame each other but just to recognise it so that however out futures turn out we maybe learn from it or if we ever meet again we're more prepared. I will always love you, I will always be frustrated by your immaturity and I will always want only the best for you. I know I broke it off and I'm writing this now, and I know you hate me more than ever, but hopefully in time you can forgive me