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I’m such an idiot for messaging you. I feel like I made a fraction of progress these last 4 days. The only thing holding me back were fears that you wouldn’t want to be my friend in 2, 3, 6 months time when I’m finally over you. Why am I letting that hold me back when you so clearly don’t deserve a person like me in your life? I’m going to block your number now. I have to go through hell but I will be stronger, safer and happier once I get to the other side.