Kris22
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I haven't been on here in ages. My break up was 6 months ago and it's been about 2 months since I last reached out to him. Over these 6 months he never once reached out to me first, but that was probably for the best. I have a new bf now who treats me way better than anyone else ever has and we get along so well. I made a group of friends in my town since moving that are just my favorite people. In general life is just really good right now. Hang in there, things get better
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I don't know what day it is. Somewhere close to 30 after breaking contact around Day 80. I went on dates with two different guys this week. I like both of them a lot, but I can definitely tell that one is more interested in me than the other. But I'm excited about this new possibility. When I went out with one of them last night it was like talking to one of my guy friends and he was such a gentleman. He opened my car doors for me, I've never had a guy open car doors for me.
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Day 4 F*** you for leaving me and f*** you for not missing me
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Day 6 (contacted around day 80) I still miss him. Just because when we first started going out he was so excited to spend time with me and talk to me. He would send me good morning texts and say really sweet things. Right now all the guys I meet just want to sleep with me. Maybe my ex was my only shot at having someone actually, genuinely care about me
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Day 70 something I don't know the exact day anymore and I'm not going to bother to count. Saturday's still seem to be the most difficult because they were days we usually had together. I always wake up wishing I was waking up in his bed. I still can't believe we aren't together anymore
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Day 71 I still think about him all the time and miss him a lot. This is insane, it's been almost 4 months since the break up. I should be more past it by now.
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Day 63 I miss him so much it hurts. I think about him all the time, I want to reach out, but I don't know if he thinks about me too and what if he wants nothing to do with me. My lease on my apartment is up soon so I thought about moving in with a friend, but that friend is moving in with someone else. I don't know what to do. I just want to be happy again, but I don't know if I can find happiness out here again or if I should move back home. I'm so lost.
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Day 58 It wasn't my fault, it wasn't his fault. It was just a super sh*ty situation, which sucks but there is nothing I can do to change that
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Day 54 He reactivated his Facebook. I'm just waiting for there to be a picture of him and a new girl soon. Why the day before Valentines? Why now?
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Day 53 Finally went on a date with Tinder guy. Because he payed for our games at an arcade and our drinks I paid for our appetizers. I hope this wasn't a turn off for him. I just felt bad that he was paying so much money during our date. He texted me after I got home from the date, he said he had a lot of fun and that it was good meeting me. I responded that I had a lot of fun too and hope that we can do it again sometime soon. He never answered. I really hope we can go out again.
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Day 52 This morning my best friend texted me saying she had important questions to ask me. She asked what my favorite ice cream is, what size dress I wear, what my favorite color is, and what my favorite candy is. It really messed with me. I immediately thought that maybe my ex got in touch with her and is planning some kind of surprise. In the back of my mind I know that's not true. My best friend is probably just having things sent to my house or figuring out bridesmaids gifts for her wedding. It's not going to be a huge romantic gesture/apology, but now my hopes are up even though I keep telling myself that it's not that
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Day 51 I've started P90x. I'm not being super strict with myself diet wise, but I've heard that exercise is supposed to help with depression. I've been trying to go to meetup.com groups to meet people in my new city, but I have yet to make any connections with anyone and I wonder why it seems that no one wants to be my friend these days. I am volunteering at the sanctuary on Valentine's Day and I am really looking forward to that. I still miss him everyday, but I'm scared to reach out and get rejected and I know I'll feel crappy if we talk for a little bit but the conversation ends. I'm sure he's moved on to someone else.
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Day 50 It doesn't get easier
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Day 47 Today a guy I had a fling with a year ago friended me on Facebook. The last time we spoke was December 2015. I didn't expect him to every reach out in any way since the last time we spoke was a huge argument. There's no Facebook message or any other kind of communication yet, I accepted the friend request mostly out of curiosity. I guess it goes to show that they always come back in some way, even if it's a year down the road.
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Day 45 My parents are visiting this week. Last time they visited my ex and I were still together and in our honeymoon phase so it's making me think of him a lot. I have thought about messaging him a lot, but I stop myself because I don't want to come across as desperate. I want him to think that I can let him go. I've been talking to this guy from Tinder and I like him quite a bit, but we've been talking for about 3 weeks and have yet to meet up. I don't know how I can like this guy and still be in love with my ex at the same time. I wish my ex missed me enough to reach out