drivinmisdaizy

I broke up with you because I knew it would end the same way for me no matter what. You said you loved me, but you obviously didn't enough to read the signs and see I knew exactly what was going on between you two before anything real ever happened. and I kept my pregnancy and miscarriage from you because you didn't deserve to know just what a mess you created for yourself and me. I wasn't going to let you drag me down any further down the rabbit hole than you already had. And to come back and manipulate me after she pushed you away. It's an even lower blow. To claim friendship just to torture me by complaining about how much you miss her and how much you want her back, when you broke up with her and she had the common sense to keep it that way. You didn't even love her! You just can't stand being alone so you create a character for every new girl you meet. You don't even know who you really are. And you cant find that out until you accept that you'd do better being alone than terrorizing all these girls and breaking their hearts by pretending to be something you most definitely are not.