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  1. Thanks for all your suggestions. I haven't consulted a professional yet. I'll try to find one this week. I have lots of loving friends and I love them dearly. I also have a friend who's a neighbor. I enjoy talking to them but sometimes my introvert side kicks in and couldn't wait until I can be alone again (sorry if it sounds so confusing). I also have been in dating apps and it just disappoints me most of the time. Maybe I'm just not that attractive or appealing to the opposite sex. I met one once and I'm still friends with him until now but he seems not that interested in me (but it's cool). I think even if I get a romantic partner this feeling would still be here. I've done everything but seeing a doctor so maybe that's what I need to do. Sending love to everyone. and sorry for being such a downer
  2. I feel lonely. I just really want to let it out. Been feeling under the weather for quite a while now, even before the year started. I am 33 years old and I've been living alone for a good 4 years. Been single for a length of time. As an introvert I love the freedom of living alone, but lately, I get so tired easily all the time (even after getting a deep long hours of sleep). I've been doing retail therapy, art, music, movies and food and it frustrates me how at the end of the day I'd feel the same. (But as of the moment I ordered a mediterranean dessert to this social media platform just so I would look forward to something tomorrow). These stuff use to work for me. But now, it just make me feel ugly and irrelevant. I really don't have anything to look forward to. I feel old and unaccomplished. Even resting becomes too exhausting. I often wake up confused of the date and time. I guess I just have to let it pass by. I just have to feel lonely. I mean it's not like I'd die or something (I guess this is what I'd be hearing if I talk to my friends/family). It's just a sucky nauseating stomach wrenching sort of feeling. I feel lonely and it sucks.
  3. I've been getting it a lot actually probably other ones are innocent questions like what others are telling but I can't be too trusting because I don't know anyone in where I live in a deeper sense that I'd be protected when something crazy happens. Yes thank you. I'd definitely will try to ask why they want to know next time see what answers I'll get and then avoid giving them answers lol.
  4. exactly whats on my anxious mind! right? so this one guy deactivated his account after I left his questions up for 12hrs unanswered. creepy af
  5. You're right. I just couldn't be too trusting when asked about these kinds of stuff but I'd definitely want to try to meet up and maybe get to know someone in person but I'd ask a friend to come with me on a first meet (just not in my place because my guards are usually down where I live) This is a great idea and I'll definitely put this to practice. Thank you so much!
  6. Exactly! thanks! I just can't find the right words sometimes and I'm afraid I'd sound inviting if I'd give them a mysterious answer. But I'll take this maybe think how I can creatively dock the question
  7. Thanks! I'll probably have to practice saying this. I usually just ditch the conversation altogether whenever that question comes up. Sometimes its a bummer because there are other guys I've already liked talking to and then they asks me about where I live. I wonder if I'll ever end up with someone with this type of reaction all the time lol.
  8. Thanks so much for your kind response. With regards to your question, I dunno I guess I'm just really uncomfortable when a stranger asks me about those stuff especially if I'm just trying to get to know them first. Is it just me?
  9. Hi, so I've been exploring dating apps and I have been getting a lot of messages from guys there. One thing that is challenging for me to answer are questions like "who do you live with?" or "how many do you live with?" because to me, it's kind of predatory (please correct me if I'm wrong). Why are men asking these types of questions? Is there any way to politely decline or dock this question without sending a negative vibe? I'm merely there to get to know people first before I disclose these type of information as I value my safety and privacy.
  10. Happy birthday, Sorry I had to block you on FB but its for the best of both of us. I miss you all the time and the happy moments I had with you. You were my best friend and I kind of miss how our days was spent, but now I need to be here for myself. I love you yes but I love myself too. I know you'd be proud of me when you see me now. I thought I was going to die from a heartache on the first weeks we split. I'm still hurt now, that is why I can't talk to you. I may not even be able to do so in a few years. But this is going to be worth it for you and me. I'm sorry I can't be friends with you anymore. Well maybe for the meantime. I'm still not ready, I know you arent too, who knows. I'm having this feeling that you are having a great time spending your birthday how you like it and I'll be happy knowing that you're happy. Wish you well
  11. I hear about a song just now with these lines "do you ever think about me? do you ever cry yourself to sleep in the middle of the night? are you calling out for me" It made me cry like hell. Why is the universe keep pestering me with every memories of you even if I try to just build my walls away from you? I miss you and I know you don't care about me anymore. I am having a hard time right now. Still I wish you are happy. This pain is so unbearable and it kills me everyday. I long so much for your arms wrapped around me. And everyday, I see the chances fading away. So yes slowly I'm accepting you will never cross my path. I'd never see you again. I keep repeating that to myself. I hope you'd hold on to this strength. I wish you well and I'll pray for you always until the pain fades away.
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