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hey every1 mmy names teri- age 21 i suffer from social anxiety disorder ocd gad dep u name it- also epilepsy- well heres the deal- this guy asked me out and he cant stop telling me how sexy i am. one of my problems has to do with my revulsion of men- but now i am beginning to have feelings for him i think iam not sure whether to trust this guy- i have no experience in the dating game i am a total idiot when it comes to these things- i dont know how to kiss u get the idea- so on one hand i like him the other hand i may feeldisappointed if i say no to him- i think it all has to do with my revulsion that i feel for men right now in general- he wants to see me naked- i think hes a bad boy...... some1 HELP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

this guy really likes me - he keeps telling me how pretty i am- i think hes going to take the next step of kissing me- I HAVE NO CLUE HOW TO KISS- I AM SOO NERVOUS- how do u do it?? my mouth gets dry and i feel as though i kiss like a dog... imnot even sure i like the guy - some1 any tips would be appreciated for any guy that comes along in the future!!!

hey guys its teri as u know i suffer from dep, sad gad ocd panic and possibly bipolar- i havebad feeling towards men-i know its wrong but when im around them i feel violated disgusted and insecure. i know this is part of my depression caused by my dad- my ocd comes from him- and i cant help but feel stronger by hating men- i feel weird and outcasted and people often misinterpret me to be a lesbian WHEN IM NOT. its soo frustrating- i feel very suicidal these days especially after a guy just asked me out- i have no clue when it comes to the dating game no experience whatsoever- this is my first date- please HELP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

hey guys its me teri thanks for the encouragement

hey its me teri age 21 i suffer from ocd panic disorder sad gad possibly bipolar2 disorder. my depression is worseening becuase of my dad. he harasses me pressures me and makes scenes in public. i feel humiliated and embarrassed. what i wanted to say is that whenver i see men or they are looking at me i feel very revulsed. i know this is part of my depression. i feel very vulnerable. i feel even worse since this guy started talking to me and asked me out on a date. imnot a lesbian or anything i just want girlfriends for a fun time. i never thought it would come to this. i constantly have suicidal thoughts and i wish i had a foolproof plan to kill myself because i cant live anymore. my parents are stupid idiots who think that i am worthless just because i dont want to get married- they dont love me and hell i hate them. i just wnat to move out as soon as i finish school. it is hard tryig not to cry at school and home and to maintain my sanity at both places since i hate home and school. ive never been to concerts movies or on vacation i hate my life and i wish to die peacefully. i suffer from sooo much confusion it isnt funy i cant coordinate my thoughts and i stutter i cant make a sense of the world.

hey guys its teri,21yrs- i was at school today -youll never guess what happens- this guystarts talking to me- in fact i think he even asked me out!!!! i cant believe this even happened- its strange- i think maybe he might take advantage of me- since i suffer from a lot of things sad gad panic disorder, epilepsy, eyesight problem, you name it- but its sooo weird - i mean i wanted a girlfriends not a guy friend - but its a friend thats all it is. whats stranger is that none of the girls are talking to me and i feel really pissed. conversation is one of my worst areas. i have no clue how to improve.

hi every1 - i dont know if this is the right area to post it but my name is teri , im 21 years old and i suffer from an extremely lowself esteem. ive tried many ways to help myself but nothing is working out. i fail in everything. my social anxiety is crippling to the point where i cant carry out a proper conversation. i feel very lonely and suffocated most of the time. my parents are both diabetic an im epileptic. i feel depressed and suicidal some of the time.ive had to drop out of school several times because of these problems- i cant bear using the bus, i feel scared. does any1 have any suggestions on how i can make friends? if so please email me at email removed

hi my name is teri and im 21 years old- i have been suffering from social anxiety and boredom ever since i can remember. then at age 11 i developed epilepsy. i feel like i cant communicate to any1 and i hate the pressure i get from my dad most of all but i cant live without him either. both of my parents are diabetic. i have no family or friends. its impossible for me to make friends since i suck at everything. i constantly have suicidal thoughts and i cant make it goaway. i hate being at risk for every disease like cancer and diabetes- it runs in the family. its bad enough that i wear thick glasses and i have hair loss. ive had to drop out of school because of this. i feel like exploding. if any1is suffering like me or going thru social anxiety, please feel free to email me at email removed