Playing nice

I'm glad your happy with your new gf I'm glad you are crazy about each other I'm glad you have moved on so quickly I'm glad you are enjoying your life But I want it to fail I want her to hurt you I want you to be in pieces I want you to be unhappy and miserable I want you to spend time with your daughter I want you to be a better father

I don't know why I feel the way I do I was the one who instigated the end of us but why have you moved on so quickly? Why don't you want to speak to me? Why has the past 26 years just disappeared? I can't get you out of my head why? My heart is broken and I feel useless I feel like nothing ever mattered did you ever love me? I know you did I know that at one time you would have died for me so why have you just cut me off? Do you hate me? Why are you the only one I want to talk to? why are you the only one that makes me feel better? I don't want to go back I don't want us to be together but I do want you you were my friend and I miss you why don't you care? Please care please help me to stop crying my heart is aching please make it stop