Cherrybomb3

Time away has made me see how chaotic our relationship was. We were very much in love, but we weren't right for each other. No matter how much I loved you, it wouldn't change that fact.

I've been feeling waves of sadness today. Just wanted to say that the prospect of not having you in my life is going to be so hard to handle. I'm already struggling. I love you.

I'm really going to miss you. I'm really going to miss everything.

Even though it was the right thing to block you on everything, I can't help but feel pretty cut up right now. I playback the things you did and have said and there's just this deep heaviness in my heart. I really have nothing to say to you, I know I did the right thing in ending this but still...It hurts. Afterall, we did spend nearly two years together, that can't be erased. The fact that we're now completely done just devastates me. I cried last night and had difficulty sleeping. Since we left things on a messy note, I wonder if there's any part of you that has regretted what you had said to me. I guess you thought I'd let it slide again, that's why you started freaking when you realised I had blocked you. Anyway, that's all in the past now. Time to move on.