pettyLies

I truly wish I could turn back the hands of time, to the beginning. Unfortunately I entered a relationship lost and indecisive, leaving you to hold the relationship together. You really tried and when I was finally ready you had already moved on emotionally. One issue led to another, you sought comfort in your FWB and now it's a perpetual cycle. You do what you have to do but no more of break ups to make up. It's close to 3 weeks since "I threw our relationship out the window" as you stated in the email and accusing me of perpetrating a lie. No, I haven't done anything more than what I've already told you when I was begging for another chance. I'm sorry, you're cynical ways are now unbearable to me. I applaud you though for having thick skin in this world. It just sucks that if the tables were turned (like they have been in the past) I would've had a open heart towards the situation instead of being a major . But alas, you're making me see how ridiculous this whole charade is now. I don't want to be conditioned and accept this cycle. Thank you for breaking up with me, I know as I weep this is for the greater good. In time I will have true happiness and I sincerely wish you the same. Ps. Thanks for being an in the email, helped me continue my NC ^_^