Sadsoul19888

I'm going to focus more on the people who love me. Maybe this is karma for how I treated my true friends in the past. Never again will I put any lover above my friends. Accepting my faults and it feels good.

Lots of regrets... I have a lot of regrets about our breakup. Mostly about how we ended, so sour, cold. What upsets me is... I behaved very immaturely during our break-up. It sort of justified your reason even more for dumping me. What I regret is my desperation before our breakup. How I took you back all those times... What honestly hurt is my friend's boyfriend told me you said "She's just my puppy dog and will always be there. Just so dumb" I just never KNEW you felt so low about me. I opened so much of my heart to you and you thought of me as one big joke. It sucks you pursued me because you had nothing else going on. It sucks to be used and then tossed to the lost and found. The embarrassment stings so bad... I changed my number, deleted my email, deleted social media. There's absolutely no way I'll ever hear from you again...and it ends tonight because I love myself.

Hey A, It's been nearly 6 months, and you are still withholding my belongings (Ha). However, these belongings are not worth breaking 3 months of NC. I will NO longer boost your ego by pleading and begging like the "crazy girl". You just want POWER. So keep the belongings...I am proud of myself for sticking with NC. It feels good to have my dignity back. I enjoy waking up without worrying about you. It's less stressful and I'm feeling great that you're not in my life. I regained my self worth and pride. It feels good beginning the journey of dating MYSELF.

Dear Andy, I hope she spends up all your money.

I just wanted to say F you! I just can't believe how you toyed with my heart. You ruined my life completely! How you decided to come into my life... Knowing darn well about my PAST problems. If you didn't want any relationship, why did you waste my time? why vow we'll be together forever? Why did you beg? It was you who wanted commitment! Now, two f-ing months ago, you hit me with "This can't work. However, I do plan on talking to you in the future. Just give me time" because someone else caught your eye. Be a MAN and say the truth. NO! You cannot come and exit my life whenever you want! Just incredibly selfish of you to even say. I am really starting to HATE, hate, hate you! It's so temping to not get revenge and ruin your life like you did to me! Don't come back, you know damn well the hurt is not fixable at this point. If you come back, you really feel I'm that dumb! Another thing, I finally went on a date... Yes, a date...And he treats me better than you ever did! The sad part is... I can't get over the "hurt" and "embarrassment"... I am officially broken. I don't think you realize how much I'm hurt. You don't even care..

I just wanted to say...I forgive you. I am grateful, you showed your true form -- the cold harder player, little man you are, but I will forever cherish the good times we had. No one is completely 100% bad, right? I don't hate, love, or like you. Thinking back, it's funny how I begged for the relationship to work, but I'm realizing you actually did me a big favor, and this is for the best. For the longest time, I blamed our break on myself, but it was you. One day, I wish you can be truly confident from within -- there's no reason why a man your age should cheat, I would've thought you learned your lesson, years ago. Your likelyhood of changing is low. You don't have to sleep with multiple women, to be a "man". You'll never be faithful to any lady, because aren't confident in yourself. Oh, and you can keep the belongings, cause I don't plan on ever seeing you again. I think I'm going to be okay after all