wzak

Fighting the urge to not contact her so bad. Going to visit family in my home country tomorrow. We had been planning her coming with me for the first time to meet my extended family for so long, and while I know I should focus on seeing my family, I know I will be yearning her presence so badly. I just wish I knew what she was thinking -- this is the longest we have gone without contact in a year and a half. Has anything changed in her mind? Is she in love with the new guy? Who the hell knows.