NC day 36... Last break up we had after 2 years together she had contacted me at day 30ish... Now it's just going beyond that after 3 years together this is the longest we have not had contact.
Some day are hard some days go by easy but still not a day goes by where I wake up thinking about her...
Birthday is coming up on the 25th around 50 days of NC at the point only God knows if she will say happy birthday for my 21st. But I do plan on not replying.