VelvetGlove77

2 months later. I haven't felt depression like this in almost 20 years. I thought I was going to grow old with you. Now I'll hate you until the day I die. You left a scar that feels like it will never heal. We'll never be friends again. God, I hate you so much for making me feel this way all the time.

I finally figured you out. It's took me long enough to see it, but today it all clicked. You're a sociopath. You use people up for your own gain. Then kick them to the curb after you're done with them. I talked to B today. She told me you never even texted her after she quit on Friday. What, now that she's not in your unit anymore you're not her friend? You're scum. Now that you have no purpose for her, you won't even ride home with her anymore? Of course you wouldn't, you don't need her anymore. You're broken. Just like your mother and just like your sisters, you use people. You used me for four years, trying to get me to throw away my responsibility to my kid, to raise your kids and pay your rent for you. You used me until you realized you couldn't use me the way you wanted, so you turned your back on me the way you turn your back on everyone. Aunt L helps you get a house, you turn your back on her when your done. Your mom lets you move in with 3 kids and a dog you turn your back on her when your done. Donna can't give you money. You turn your back on her. Me? I bought you flowers two days before you dumped me, you turned your back on me when you found a new sucker to bleed dry. B gets transferred? You turn your back on her. You have no loyalty to anyone but yourself, you selfish sack of crap. I feel sorry for your kids when they get older. I feel sorry for the day when you can't suck them dry, and you turn your back on them. And you will. Because that's what you do. You're a sociopath. You have no empathy. It's all about you J. It always was. You're scum. You're a terrible person. I can't believe I wasted 4 years of my life with trash like you. You don't deserve the love I have to give. So go ahead, keep on using people. Because you'll never use me again. PS: I know you'll come crawling back at some point. It won't be today, and it won't be tomorrow. But when it all falls apart with this new dude, you'll come crawling back. And I can't wait to tell you to "go away". Enjoy your new life, psycho. I hope it's as miserable as you are.

I'll hate you forever for making me feel like a walking wounded person.

I wish you would just get out of my head already. I hope the dude you left me for breaks your heart. The way you broke mine. You had it good. You had a man that loved you. Treated you good. Treated your kids good. You threw away 4 years for a guy that takes you to bars and Applebee's. I'll always hate you.