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It's been almost 5 months. I still miss you. There's ups and downs. I thought you were the one. I miss Vegas, I miss all of our trips and activities. I can't watch big brother this year. That was our show. Probably my toughest day lately. Was doing ok for a few months.

I'm sad about coming to see you and get my stuff tomorrow. I wish we could just go back to how it was. I'll pickup wine/beer and you order pizza and set up Netflix. Fall asleep on my lap and tomorrow morning I'll make coffee while we get ready for work. I realized I needed to be more masculine, less needy, and less complacent. I'm really taking strides these last three months. Let's go back to when we were head over heals in love. Let's go for out drinks, watch hockey, and have sex/talk all night again. Let's get up Sunday mornings and go to the city and grab lattes and shop. I miss you and the dog and our apartment so much.