madforyoy

I still love him. but I don't exactly miss him. thinking about him gives me a smile. I wish he is happy. Sent from my GT-I9300 using Tapatalk

My ex bfs mom called me up to wish me for the new year. No one in his family knows we broke up yet. We were both doing NC for 6 days till today when she handed over the phone to him, which he reluctantly picked up to wish me Happy New Year, I wished him the same n thats all .he gave the phone back to his mom... Should I consider this a break in the NC..or should I just continue? I still wonder how he could go all partying,drinking with random chicks after the breakup ( which happened 1 month ago after which we met the week on christmas,which went pretty bad) and not care about texting me even a single word at all. He really doesn't miss me.

I am doing day 5 of NC. But know what? I haven't really stopped looking at his fb or his pics. I just dont contact him anymore. I think I should stop even that right? He has shown no sign of contacting me back and is seems pretty happy without me ( saying from his profile pics and status updates on whatsapp). But he was never the kind to display his pain anyway. I am trying hard to not text him or call him. New year, he might even be getting laid with some random chick at the pub. I can picture it. Even then I still care about that guy. I know I need to stop. I just want to. I want to see it he would miss me. I have been pleading all the while when he clearly said I am done. But now No contact. I don't know what I want but I am going to focus on my exams right now. 2016 awaitd for a stronger me. I m gonna give up checking his pics or fb. Sent from my GT-I9300 using Tapatalk