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  1. You've been messaging me saying you miss me even though I know it probably doesn't mean much deep down it still made me feel a tiny bit smug as apparently your so happy and in love with her, hahaha if you were that happy you wouldn't be thinking about me!! Funny how your missing me while I'm turning a little corner from the heartbroken stage to the angry stage!! I'm moving on slowly but surely
  2. In the 6th day of no contact, been hard being Valentine's Day been wondering what you and her were doing, wish it was me, wishing for you to get in contact but dreading it at the same time because I know I'd be upset, can feel me missing you more but can also feel myself getting that bit stronger, less moping and crying at least! I miss you and love you
  3. Second day of our agreed no contact, not doing too bad, thinking of you but not been upset, just been kinda hoping that you would text me but I know that wouldn't be good, I wonder if your thinking about me too and wonder if eventually I won't feel for you at all, it's so sad but now your with someonelse that's the way it's going to have to be. Wish you happiness and although it hurts I hope you learn from what you did to me, despite that il always care for you and be here if you ever need a friend, I love you
  4. Had a bad day today, things aren't getting any easier, it's hard to move on when I have so many u answered questions although I do realise that if you answered truthfully I wouldn't like what I heard, you've hurt me in every way possible and made this harder than it should of ever been, you don't deserve my love yet I love you and miss you constantly how messed up is that. You left me behind and now she has it all, you, Edgar, the house, your family and your love, how you can fall out and in love with someonelse il never know. You do seem really in love and happy with her, it makes me feel physically and emotionally ill but I do hope one day I can be happy for you and il have that too in my life
  5. Why do I miss you so much still after everything you have put me through, your with someonelse who u 'really like' yet I'm still thinking about you constantly, I know I deserve better, I know you'll probably treat her the same although you've said you have learnt from your mistakes, I know all this but it still doesn't feel any better, I wish you would of left me alone in June and I wish I'd not spoke to you after that I could be over this by now
  6. Led here can't sleep feeling lonely and wondering what your up to and who your with. How can it be so easy for you to just throw what we had away like that and to do it in such a horrible way, I wish I'd never met you and that's really sad, 5 years wasted in someone who I thought loved me how can I get it so wrong
  7. Really struggling tonight, just want to talk to you, can't stand the thought of u being with anyonelse, I know I need to ignore u when u text me but can't help texting back sometimes, I'm angry you have her but u have me too making sure your ok, the fact that u moved on so quick says it all about how u felt about me, was my own fault for letting you treat me that way for so long, I'm so hurt and angry that I can't think about anything else right now, I know one day il get over it and il think how stupid I was feeling this way, I can't wait for that day to come
  8. In your house - our house- trying to sort my things out to take, instead I'm sat here on the bed where I used to sleep wondering how we got here, I loved this house and our life but now it's hurts to be here, it's filled full of guy stuff and now a lot of my things have gone it's like a girl never existed in here, seeing that picture of another girl on my setee with our dog killed me, I thought I was doing ok until then, posting on here as I'm sure you've had enough of my crazy upsets texts after that picture, that's not who I want to be I don't want to be your nasty crazy ex I want you to remember me with love and hopefully one day il remember the good times instead of this pain. You think your being kind texting me but it's stopping me moving on. Whilst you've been having the best of both worlds by staying in contact with me but meeting someonelse iv been filled with false hope, part of me still hopes you'll say u can't live without me and u love me but that hope is fading after all this time. I want to move on so when this stuff is sorted itl be the start for me. I still love you with all my heart
  9. This may be clichè but this time of year just makes things harder to cope, this time last year we wer engaged, lived together and wer happy with our little doggy and Christmassy home. Now I feel I have nothing and although I put in the brave face Infront of people inside I'm broken and can't pick myself up again. Iv been in contact even though I know I shouldn't, I should never of got back with him, he talked me into it and I took a big leap of faith and a few weeks later when I thought we were doing so well he's says he's not happy again and is bored of me as a don't excite him anymore, so now I'm back to square one right before Christmas. Things will get better I know that I just wish he felt for me the way I feel for him. Just needed a rant to avoid texting him as although I know I shouldn't he's the one person I want to speak to right now
  10. All I want is for you to realise what we had, everyday I wait for you to contact me and beg for me to come back but after months it's not happened, each morning it's hard just to get out of bed, iv made a fool of myself texted you all the time so il contact you on here from now on and hopefully that'l help
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