Had a bad day today, things aren't getting any easier, it's hard to move on when I have so many u answered questions although I do realise that if you answered truthfully I wouldn't like what I heard, you've hurt me in every way possible and made this harder than it should of ever been, you don't deserve my love yet I love you and miss you constantly how messed up is that. You left me behind and now she has it all, you, Edgar, the house, your family and your love, how you can fall out and in love with someonelse il never know. You do seem really in love and happy with her, it makes me feel physically and emotionally ill but I do hope one day I can be happy for you and il have that too in my life