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Hi all again. First of all, let me say I'm very sorry for not replying earlier. Thanks for your comments, especially you sonjam. Let me say that I've never had any intentions of dating through the net. It just happened! And THAT'S why it got me. Nobody else could make me so happy over the net... And yes, we've seen each other's pictures. I've sent many e-mails but got no replies and no contact whatsoever... I just hope she'll reconsider and come back... Oh yeah, and I still feel like crap, after almost a month...

Have you ever dreamt of your dream girl? What a stupid question... I have, many times.. Thinking about it and imagining how she would look like, act and so on... A little more than a year back, I've met someone on the internet. She lives on the other side of the world, but we've started to like each other through time, and I told her that. She was my best friend and as stupid as it sounds, I finally realized that she's the girl of my dreams, the one that I didn't think could possibly exist. I have a terrible crush on her and she admitted that she has a crush on me, on the last day of our conversation. But for some reason, she said that it feels 'superficial'. I think it's my fault, because I was taking things too fast... I don't know. And now... She's gone. For ever. I'm never going to talk to her again. Never going to really meet her in person, as I've dreamt, or still dream... It hurts so much and my life has suddenly become so very painfully empty. I don't have much to look forward to anymore... It would be much easier if she had said that she hated me... But no, I'll have to live with the fact that she has a crush on me... I don't even know why I've written this...

If you really like someone, you're afraid of rejection. Not only would it mean that you wouldn't be able to spend time with this girl, but there's a possibility she would be offended and you want to at least stay friends... At least that's how I feel...

I'm so confused and sad right now... Here's the story: I've met a girl online that I think the world of. Haven't met her yet, because she lives on the other side of the world. But we've planned it all out, that isn't the problem. The problem seems to be her mom. She's overly protective and I can fully understand her. Before I can prove myself not to be a stalker or whatever, she'll be like that. But now, she mentioned that I'm "too old for her"... I'm 20 and she's 16. And we don't intend to meet right now either. And before you start warning me to be careful, not to be accused of rape, I have no intention on doing anything like that, not even if she wanted. Maybe I'm just paranoid and it'll all work out, when she meets me in person, but it's so scary. I really like her and it's the first time I feel something like this for someone. I doubt her mom would stop me completely, but it seems like she'll be throwing logs under my feet all the time... Help...

Mr sad is right. You won't get loads of guys coming over to talk to you because you're pretty. We're shy too and it takes courage to do so... And don't worry. I've had a few people say I'm good looking, yet I've never had a girl start a conversation with me in real life (at least not in that I'm-interested-in-you way...). Take it easy, you're 14 and you've got time.

I have to agree. Very deep poem, very nicely written.

Let this be a consent to you: people smoke up to several packets of cigarettes daily, meaning they inhale that ugly smoke, and don't die from it...

Of course it could work. Not talking about marriage though. As others said, you're 14 and have lots of time to think of that in the future. For now, be happy that you're moving to her state! I'd be happy if I could move to the girl I love over the ocean!

With all due respect to people, who believe in these things, I think the only thing that can help you is experience.

First off, back off. You're 22, she's 14. That doesn't go together at all. If she was 20 and you 28, right, but right now, she's just way too young. I suggest you wait for her to grow up and then try to show her your feelings. And as pra_fool said, she'll have to learn the bad things in the world by herself, you can't do much about it, except suggest her not to do this or that, if you two are friends. Best of luck.

Agreed with you, PAdreamer. It seems it has become a 'sport' of sorts, at least with some people. Or a common activity... Sigh. I much prefer to look at it as the final step in love, when two people are actually soulmates. Just my two cents, lol.

Everyone is different. As for me, I'd never leave my *cough*imaginary*cough* girlfriend if she wasn't willing to have any sexual related stuff with me. There's so much you can do without even thinking of sex...

Very nice poem. Very emotional too.

Thank you all. Made me smile.

In a very depressed mood for some reason, so I made a poem, which is not what I usually do, heh... Enjoy or throw up... Probably the latter. Alone down there and nobody cares if you have air or if you're bare. Wounded and cold you're floored but still not old just young and lured. No help from others no sympathy at all you have no druthers you are just enthralled.