Day 1 of full NC.
We officially broke up 2.5 years ago but he's been around ever since. After 2.5 years too long, I am cutting the cord. I'm tired of him stringing me along, trying to be my "friend", his constant drunken confessions of feelings that he tries to cover up, all the lies, all the bull. Everything. Yesterday was it. I told him to never contact me again, and then I blocked his number (because I know with absolute 1000% certainty that he WILL contact me). I AM DONE! DONE, DONE, DONE.
I lost my best friend and the love of my life in one fell swoop. The hardest thing I've ever done, but I'll get through this. One day at a time.